i hate this..i miss szu beni seetoh peiyi the list goes on and on..why cant things be as simple as they used to be? have i changed?

never had to go thru so much..todays one of the worse days of my life..

just came home frm dinner...ate so much..to celebrate mums bdae..had dinner with pastor n folks..n jermaines family..love goin out with them..my "shadow" n i always have so much fun!! went sushi tei..great food..prob cos dad noes the gd stuff..n wat to order..yummy!! cost a bomb too ler..bt was worth it.. so full!! needa go on diet! i want traing!!!

the halloween party wuz great fun!! totally a let down at first..like 30 pple? pple started comg later on..bout 7? when it wuz suppose to start at 6..adam n hasif were DA BOMB!! ahaha...adam wore this french maid outfit..heels n all..n hasif..sooooo HOT!! he looked super chio!! skimpy little outfit..like mamasan..heh..we really let our hair down..had lotsa fun!! szu n the rest left earlier cos it wuz extremely boring at first..feel kinda bad for dragging u down with me..bt u shud've stayed! realli! we dint care how horribly we looked or danced we juz cared bout havg fun..and we did..dj kept playg "bhangra" music..bt wuz fun anihow..chun n lynn said haunted hse was scari..n poor kareen had a mild concussion cos the stupid ghost slammed the door in her face n hit her head cos dey dint wanta let her out..evil pple..

oh ya..kareen n lynn n kerrie dressed up..kareen was realli daring durg the best dressed contest thing..woohoo!! this girl in pjs won in the end..n mr seah was so sportg!! he too dressed up..n looked kinda freaky too..

stayed till bout ten..n left..ride home was funny cos pple in the other vehicles next to ours kept starg at kareen..the freaky little girl..eeks..n when she gt down at some busstop it was worse..ahaha..

anyhow..though only a small minority of ny took part n some pple frm elsewhere..cj? we all had a great time! n its a really gd way to lose weight too!!

invigilation wuz alright..much better den i expected..the kids can realli get on ur nerves bt stil realli cute..ahaha..makes me have dis sudden urge to go be pri sch tcher..bt i guess doin this everidae WUDNT be my idea of fun anymore..got to noe more pple..few ive nv even seen before in sch..

gt baq results 2dae..im stil scared i wun be able to promote..im scared if they add in the mid year n overall marks for geog i'll get an F...den i'll surely retain...i juz gotta pray realli realli hard...i wuz like a corpse 2dae ler..juz wuz damn scared bout results..n dint fell like talkg much..no appetite oso...

meetg up wif szu beni n seetoh realli brightened up my dae..dat SUPER lame szu..so mean ler..dunno how to appreciate me..unreciprocated love...haiz...bt i STILL love u..so u better get gd results n stay here....so cheeky ler..doin naughty things under th e table..ahahah..beni's stil as blur..n lame..only she understands her own jokes..ahaha...seetohs stil mad..n her hairs CUTE!! took nice neoprints although ones damn damn white..even beni looks fair..ahaha..cant wait to meet up wif dem again soon!! luv ya my lovers!!

come to think of it earning money really isnt easy..fri n sat made me see bubbles all over..the food ders realli..bleah..kareen saed it tastes like puke n smells like fart..ya..dat bad..the work wuz borg bt we sorta amused ourselves so it wuz fun overall..walked all the way frm the moe place to fareast..actualli qte far n we juz found our way thru some ulu road..heh..kareen n i are geniuses..went town again on sat..wif jane cos she had to meet her fren later on..went fareast AGAIN..eurgh..walked arnd..den went to meet janes fren..wuz kinda farni cos chun mistook dis old man for tommy..den we finally found dem in the arcade..played bishi bashi..although we dint playg much my hands hurt like mad..n chun saed tommy wuz luffg at us..ahaha...

wuz qte scared dis morn.me agnst 40 p3 kids..argh..freakg sacred..bt it turned out alright n qte fun act..

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

2dae wuz lotsa fun!! bt realli tiring though..chun lynn sab n i went to the toilet in the morn so we were late for assembly n we juz stayed in der..in constant fear of a teacher findg us..bt dat dint happen..phew..so LEAP carnival started n we started playg netball..i only played netball..wanted to play mini-tennis bt it clashed wif netball..so..yup..super fun..n kinda pressurising cos der wuz one match where we had a draw n so we had to have a re-match till one team scored..so it wuz up to me n sarah..i wuz freakg scared n plus i cant work under pressure n der were lotsa pple arnd lookg..it took realli realli long till i finally got one in..thanx to sarah nigel, one of the malay guys..forgt his name n..jeanette!! great game..wuz really relieved after dat..

so we gt into the semi's..against this team dat we played earlier..n we lost to them the other time..n cos dey had 2 guys in deyre team n we were all girls..n dat at least two of deyre girls were frm netball it wuz realli tough competition.. ended us 2 and them 3..at least we dint lose badly n gave it our best shot:)

den we went quad to see the cheerleadg..its really qte er..bt i guess all of them tried realli hard..its NOTHING compared to st nicks..

had to go to the LT's after that..we were actualli told that 2dae would end at 10plus bt by den it wuz alraedi 1100? n we had to sit through a performance by 'Tang quartet..deyre realli good esp the piece on dat went sumtg like classical music all hell break loose kinda thing..bt everybody was so tired ler..it wuznt a realli gd timg..heh..

stupid sarah went to msg my cl teacher " Sure! i'll call you later!" i was totally humiliated ler..dat girls realli crazy..eurgh..bt it wuz kinda comical when i went to see peng lao shi ler..

not going for part two of LEAP cos we've gt GEP invigilation..havent thought of what to wear..haiz..at least we get paid..dats the most impt..ahahha...

had lotsa fun yest..wuz out wif chun lynn n kareen..lynn n i cut our hair..heh..mine looks punk-ish..bt i like it..bought lotsa stuff..bought my gallaz shoes!!!! frm..ahaha..happy humans will noe y im sooo happi...bought heels also and a skirt..watched infernal affairs :) edison is super super gd lookg!! n shawn yue's got style..woohoo..we walked soo much my legs were gonna break..all of us were dead beat by the end of the dae..great dae!!

bought my mango skirt 2dae :) i like it!! suddenly buying so much stuff..ahaha..havent gone on a shopping frenzy for ages..ate alot..im feelg super bloated..grr...i need traing!! i need to lose weight n train up my stamina for napfa!!